Somtimes, it’s just not in the cards …
This past week has been a rough one for me, so finding the motivation to write enthusiastically is a rather tall order. I discovered a couple months ago that I had a partially torn left biceps tendon. I had been planning on making a comeback of sorts to pro bodybuilding, but that flame was quickly extinguished last Monday when I went in to have surgery. The surgeon that I acquired for the procedure was, in his words, “certain” that he could successfully do the job. WRONG! The friggin’ guy waits until he cuts me open before he decides that perhaps he had bitten off more than he could chew. I am pissed? Damn right I am! I have absolutely no faith in the medical system as I think most of those bastards could care less if they can actually do the job … I am convinced that they just want to get paid. I have had many of my closest friends go under the knife and not many of them have had positive things to say. The weird thing is that the ones that do have positive experiences are not from the US. Perhaps the medical practitioners in the US are more hype than they are talented. I just can’t believe that I went through all of this bullshit for nothing. FUUUUUUUCK … I FUCKIN’ CAN’T STAND PEOPLE WHO TALK THE TALK AND DON’T WALK THE WALK! That mutha-fucker should have been truthful and allowed me to go to someone else who may have been able to do the job.
I’ll try to get back on track next weekend. Hope everyone else had a better week than I did.